-Blaise Pascal
T.T
I just read your blog entry. So touching. I feel like crying again, not only because I feel so touched, but also because I feel so bad for hurting you so many times.
And I will keep asking 'could you ever forgive me?' because I don't feel forgiven.
T.T I really..god, my heart wobbled when I read your 3rd-last paragraph. I'm so...saying 'grateful' here wins the 'Understatement of the Year' award...that you are my best friend...
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Today, Sunday 25/03/07...Felt so..emo. Church, then DBG with ALW..Learnt so many things though I didn't break score. Then Karen and CK came to visit me at work. We hugged and hugged. I felt like bursting out in tears because I felt so happy...really missed you guys man..T.T And I really needed a hug like that...Thanks Ren =)))
Now just waiting for hair to dry..in a few hours ( now almost 2am, 26/3/07) I'll be going to collect the CnC3 stuff..Talked to both my E.C.s..2nd E.C. and I nearly argued again...but I really enjoyed talking about the-thing-that-causes-most-conflict-between-us from a perspective that didn't make us argue at all...
Told my boss @ CP that I cannot work anymore le. Tired and honestly, I WANT A LIFE. Like, in my wishlist...I want all the time I can afford with all my friends and E.C.s...
And I want more time with TC4. I have hope that I can break score le. Saturday night broke by a little, and it gives me hope now. I can do it. I must do it. I will do it. Dun care if my finger break off or ankle twist off..This is what I want.
ARGH. Just feeling very very very emo now. When I next see you, I will hug you straight.
Maya
Leo
Dragon
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And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
+designed by jenqi 2005 copyright+
Archives
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed