%-- Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
-Blaise Pascal
What's happening?
What's happening?
What's happening?
What's happening?
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I honestly don't know anymore. We argued because of...what? And a 2nd argument nearly blew up in our faces. The 1st thresh-it-out talk was bad enough. The 2nd made me feel..wrong at the end. I think you find me very self-centered ba. I'd rather you talk bad about me, coz I'm not who you think. Even though I tell you my bad points le, you didn't seem to believe it.
Well. BELIEVE IT. Because one day you'll see that side of me, and then you'll be so shocked. But I tell you le. This is me.
It is my nature.
Don't understand what that mean? Read following:
Once, a scorpion sat upon the bank of a river which was too deep and swift for him to traverse. A frog swam by and the scorpion called out, "Frog, carry me upon your back to the other shore!"
The frog replied, "I will not, for you will sting me and I will die."
The scorpion said to the frog, "But why would I do that? For if I were to do that, I would drown."
The frog considered this argument and at last said, "Very well. I shall carry you across the river."
So the frog came to the shore and took the scorpion upon his back. Halfway across the river, the scorpion stung the frog.
With his dying breath, the frog cried out, "Why have you done this? For now we will both die!"
And with his dying breath, the scorpion said, "Because it's my nature."
~
So to all my friends, just know that it's my nature to be 2-faced. And remember to never blame yourselves, because I blame myself first.
Maya
Leo
Dragon
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And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
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Archives
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed