-Blaise Pascal
Sian
As copied from Sifu..
I guess it's the onslaught of PMS - Post, mind you, not Pre.
Feeling quite..down because of certain things, but not listed in any order below (I guess that's why they call it an unordered list!! XD)
- TC4 - everytime I play it, it feels like I'm improving, especially my Prologue and S1A1 score...apart from that nothing much else has changed...I'm not annoyed, I'm just..disenchanted le. I wish I could break score. I've come so close now. I feel as if maybe..maybe I should just drop my 'ideal score' to a lower one, so that I can be satisfied.
But I can never be satisfied. People with power want one thing - more power. It's so...frustrating that I can never play a proper game and BREAK SCORE.
And then I've thought of wearing a T-shirt that says 'Back off when I'm TC4-ing' or something like that. 'STFU when I'm gaming' is good too XD - School work - its..sort of like, catching up with me. I feel like, for the first time, I've got to do HOMEWORK in Poly. I feel..wierdified XD Nothing much to rant about though. I'd just have to do it!
- Love life - This one, I can't and won't elaborate. I guess I'm just confused, because dear sweet one..You're really more like my first love, you know? Me and my ex..it wasn't much of anything. It was a relationship based on impulses. But it's like what I talked with you the other night/morning. I hope he is waiting for me, as I am waiting for him..
- Friends - Nothing much to complain, just that...once more I feel wierdified.
All in all, thanks for listening to me rant, gurl..I really appreciate it...And I really, really pray that he is waiting for me...and in a good way, not the bad way...
Time to do FYP
XD
Maya
Leo
Dragon
100888
And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
+designed by jenqi 2005 copyright+
Archives
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed