%-- So far, that's good. The reason why I'm writing this is actually coz I'm going back to the basics of learning DotA soon, hopefully. Today I will be 'auditioning' for an all-girls team (guys, stop drooling XD) that plays DotA. They are joining CAPL and need one more member, so...I hope I do well! Cut my hair on Saturday - Oh yes, Saturday. We went to Siam Kitchen at Suntec to celebrate my grandpa's birthday; all of us, and the choir members. Had such a great time, with great god-brothers of brother, with the choir members, with Kong Kong, with Mum, with Ma, with the food, with the children (I feel so old just watching them T.T) etc etc... I guess the best time was when my bro and I presented the angpow to my grandpa. He look so stunned la, please XDDD After the celebration, which ended around 5+, I went off to Bugis, intending to find Sifu, Jul-di, Ice and FE. Humph. The HOTD4 machine still not fixed. We all went to National Library to discuss the forums and logos - to a lot of laughter and plenty of 'shh!' XDD I guess we didn't really make much progress, but I guess we ironed out some things like who the forums are for, the T-shirt, the logo...all was very good, I guess. Then Sifu and Jul-di had to leave early, so we chiong back to Bugis to take dinner. Watery duck porridge!! Yucks~ I went back to the arcade with Ice-san and FE-san. Ice and I played tag-team TC4, while Joel went to watch OR2SP. Halfway through the game, FE-san said bb and went home. Typlo-kor was there all the time ya. XDD After the tag team game, I took a while to rest and then soloed TC4 as usual. Lousy score. Humph. There were 2 guys that I'd notice were watching me. One stood damn bloody close please? Good thing Ice-san and Typlo-kor were there, they help me stare at the guy and made him siam. I stare at him also. Ice-san told me the guy like wanted to touch me like that, damn pervert la!!!! >.<> Never mind. The other guy I talking about is Terry. He was playing TC4 P2 (H) while I was playing TC4 P1 (VH). Not bad, not bad..He can OCC till Final Battle. And I saw his score also not bad - could have ended with a low 5m if he didn't die ya. Also, Ice-san told me that Terry pointed at me during my game and gave a thumbs-up sign. He also did the same to Typlo-kor and Ice-san when they played their own games la. XDDD Seriously, he isn't a bad player, just that the gun was seriously giving problems. But I'd like to see him on a VH machine first. After all that, Ice-san and I went home (haha..thanks man~). It was a good day! I guess everytime I head to the arcade I will be wearing my coat now. I like the attitude that I can pull off with it - anger, angst, darkness, attitude, 'i'm the best there is', 'take it or leave it'...the essential core of Maya that is lost everytime she lets someone into her heart. Next goal for TC4: 2 hands, 2 guns; Retain the essential insanity that is Maya. I feel..something now. I now know I can start to feel again, I can start loving my friends again. Sorry for all the times in the past 2 weeks when I have not taken care and loved all of you... Like what Ren said...I must be selfish at times even though I sell buns.. Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
-Blaise Pascal
Back to Basics
Back, back, back to basics!
The basics of what? Written in the order as they come to mind...
2 feet, 2 pedals;
1 brain, 2 hemispheres;
2 hemispheres, 1 mind.
Maya
Leo
Dragon
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And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
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Archives
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed