-Blaise Pascal
Knowledge is Power
I wish to let everyone who is reading my blog know that you cannot hurt me so easily.
It doesn't matter if you twist the facts, twist the reality, because I will always speak it, simply and truthfully.
It doesn't matter if you imply to others that I was in the wrong, even though I was not.
Because while it all depends on our own point of view, you will one day be exposed. And when day comes, I will make sure nothing is hidden, because you have hurt me enough just by being a coward.
You are a coward and I pity you, because you would never know the feelings I'm experiencing now.
But if there's one thing that makes me extremely angry, is that you try to sour the friendships of the one I am close with. You, being the coward you are, hide behind your lies.
STAND AND DELIVER.
And for the rest who have said my words are rou mah, I pray that you guys will wake up one day, because I realised that THEY ARE MY TRUE FEELINGS.
Some friends you people are. When your friend has a girlfriend, the least you could do is to be happy for him. Yet you call him and read my blog to him, laughing away. What were you thinking, is what I want to know.
Me, I'm simply asking you to
GROW UP.
Or maybe, did you think that since he has been alone for a long time, this relationship is doomed to failure? It is hard enough without trying to please you all; shouldn't you support him?
Oh noes. Did you think that because he isn't good looking, no girl can like him? THEN YOU ARE SERIOUSLY WRONG. His girlfriend loves him, a hell lot (sorry Karen, but it IS true and I cannot hide it), even though there are many things that keep coming in between them - life, work, school, parents and friends. Worst of all is that the 'friends' component is PART OF WHAT IS MAKING THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO DIFFICULT.
Some friends you have, my friend. Instead of being happy for you, they make fun of the girl, they listen to her ex, and they turn against you..
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Ah well, I've ranted enough. Today going out with Regrets, Ice-san and FE-san..yay! All 3 bodyguards XDDD
Maya
Leo
Dragon
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And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
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Archives
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed