-Blaise Pascal
I Had a Bad Day
15 Oct 07, Monday...was a bad day.
Work was frustrating till I reached the solution. But what irked me even more was the conflict in myself.
On one hand, I wanted to stay at AMK till late. On the other, I wanted to see Regrets again.
I felt like I had shamed him.
While walking to the MRT, I wanted to just sms him and tell him 'just go with your friends, dun wait for me le, maybe tonight don't meet le'.
How could I put the love for a game over my love for him?
We argued today (Tuesday) and I nearly..very nearly cried at work.
"If you feel it's better this way then suit yourself. I concede defeat"
And then when I read the GF forums, I had to read this:
"Maya, you're very irritating to read. Please consider calming down, breathing slowly, and being semi-intelligent."
Thanks for spoiling my day.
And now the fucking CSS in ST environment is missing. I have wasted the entire day sitting here, moving codes around and wondering why my codes (which I fixed yesterday) were not working today.
Maya
Leo
Dragon
100888
And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
+designed by jenqi 2005 copyright+
Archives
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed