%-- Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
-Blaise Pascal
Racing Hearts
And..today. 6th Feb 2008, 1700-1800.
Is a very..cute day.
Came home from work, feeling quite..pissed that I was supposed to stay at home for reunion dinner - had my evening and night planned out..I'd go Bugis, race, win, lose, cry - but either way, I'd see him.
He's not -that- hard to miss, anyway.
But no, reunion dinner was of course, more important.
So 2pm, I was at home, slacking, eating, thinking, checking forums. And then BearZ called me around 3pm.
"Maya, come down to DBG now....Rusco is here"
I mean, of course my 6th sense was yelling at me "CONFESSION, OMG"..duh. But wth, I rushed down. I actually panicked - I even lost my keys in the process -.-''' Spent like 10 minutes looking for it, when it was right beside my pillow.
When I got there, Rusco was not at DBG - I was so.."Heng arhh~" And went off to play Solitaire, since I didn't want..to be there..yet.
BearZ told me he was hiding in the toilet. I don't blame him. My heart would be jumping if it had legs - it was already pumping so fast. And then when he came back - I actually turned and saw him - I quickly turned back to my game and tried to concentrate. In all honesty, I was going "OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG" in my mind and..failed miserably at the game...TWICE in a row..which has never happened before -.-'''
So when BearZ came over and told me "He's here. You want to come with me or not....You don't come with me, I show him your sms...see, you cannot concentrate right...Come la"
He, being so persuasive, and me failing terribly at the game..So I went over to the Wangan machines. Awkwardness time. Rusco and I just sat near each other with the guys prodding him on. We talked a little, but it was about overhauling of engines and etc. We leaned in close to each other...accidentally-on-purpose, that's my guess XD Finally when we really had to go, he asked me "Hey, you wanna go take a walk?" then I was like "omg omg omg omg he's gonna confess then I'm gonna confess then we'll be like omg omg omg omg omg omg omg"
XD No such thing as 'confess' happened though. We walked around PS level 1 and 2; kept bumping into each other..like a couple, but not holding hands and stuff, you know..it was really, really sweet =)
Then Rusco asked "How you going home?", replied, "Bus, across the street". "Walk you there?" "Okie" XD
I was praying so hard that 111 wouldn't come any time soon - even though I knew he had to go off with his parents for dinner as well. I mean..it was my last chance to tell him that I really really liked him and wanted to go out with him..you know, that kind of thing.
Then he looked over my head (he's tall -.-''') and said, "Isn't that 111?" then I turned to look and said at the same time "yeah, it's 111, but I not gonna take it.." coz the traffic light didn't look like it was gonna turn red any time soon. Who knew just as I finished saying the above, the traffic light turned amber, then red, and 111 stopped just before the traffic light.
"Omg. Now I have to take it le." I can't believe I actually said that out loud!!! OMG!
Never mind, we crossed the road and when the bus finally pulled into the bus bay, he said, "Hey..sms me okay?" Then he leaned down and hugged me!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!
I'm so grateful to BearZ and Gay^K for being matchmakers XD
It's a day to remember XD I'll blog about how it all started out when I'm done with reunion dinner XD
Maya
Leo
Dragon
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And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
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Archives
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed