-Blaise Pascal
Updates
A lot of updates and rants..but I won't waste my time here...
Friends:
Finally met up with the Klique! Wootz! XD Had a lot of fun, and loved the sushi place. Planning to go back there some day =)) with a lot more friends of course. I realised that I really do enjoy..hanging out with girls, and actually being a girl once again - since I always hang out with guys, I feel more like a guy, rather than a girl.
Wangan:
Finally found the perfect setting. Really really perfect. It's pretty 'stunning' to some people, but I'm thankful that I have 2 crazy sifus that thought of giving me this setting. Really, my car is pure beauty now when it runs. The turns that I previously could not do, now I can; the exit speeds are so high, there is so little loss in speed...I really enjoy racing now.
I have also decided to go for SSS. I hope I will have everyone's suppport. Not only from the guys in Wangan, but also from friends outside of Wangan; I hope that you guys will support me on my low days, because you know as a girl, I do get mood swings.
I talked to Boss the other night. I think..he gave me a lot of advice that I would have heard from Da Ge also. It's interesting and enlightening to listen to a top player, because there I can see my strengths and improve on them; I can see my weaknesses and remove them. I don't need to fear ridicule (because it often happens when I'm with the other guys - but when I'm with Da Ge and the others, I learn a lot more).
Life is really great now. I have cool, great and supportive friends. I have a boyfriend who dotes on me, and I really love him a lot - just because he dotes on me a lot and we race a lot together XD self owning each other all the way and yeah, being the SOC XDD. I have my car - pure beauty. I have Wangan.
I have passion again. And I'm waiting to chiong for SSS now.
Maya
Leo
Dragon
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And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
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Archives
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed