Monday, April 30, 2007

Forgetfulness

Forgetfulness is cultivated, in my case, at least. Selective hearing, selective memory..etc..

1. Forgot about what he said till I read his blog entry.

2. Forgot about having ELIT make-up tutorial this morning at 8am.

Ah well.

Tuesday will be a GOOD day! It must because I command it! I am Waffle Queen! TC4 Queen! KS Queen!

Josh has been appointed as my KS king coz of DotA the other day @ Bugis. Dear, your Sand King too zai le =( My Razor also cannot ks XDD

I thought we were too hard on the Sent team though =X They were noobs at any rate (having proclaimed it anyway =X) but their Gondar was good..And their lycan was quite irritating =(

Opps. Anyway, I wanna go school le, but since tomorrow I won't be blogging, I'd better start for tomorrow XDD

Tomorrow is Tuesday!

Morning got work with...yes, guess who? RU! RU! RU! w00tz! XD

Afternoon going out to watch Spiderman 3! Myabe I can go play BSL at DBG later too! Catch PiyoPiyo for my Dear!!

>.< Why they dun have Hello Kitty prizes? Then I can catch it for someone for her birthday!!! XDDD

Okay I think I wanna go le =X got school leh =(


Sunday, April 29, 2007

Freak on a Leash

I can't stand it anymore.

Why are you being like this to me?

It feels like you don't want to be my friend anymore.

~

Something takes a part of me
Something lost and never seen
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me

Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna feel alive)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna feel alive)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain

Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace

Feeling like a freak on a leash (You wanna feel alive)
Feeling like I have no release (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna feel alive)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

"Freak on a Leash" - Korn feat. Amy Lee

~

I think it's best I stopped sms-ing you. I don't understand why this is happening. Blame me, please, never yourself.

I will forget you. Erase all of you from my mind. You are just a normal friend now and I can't believe...I can't believe..

I must forget you. Erase all of you from my life. Erase myself from your life.

Who are you?


Saturday, April 28, 2007

Mistake

I guess it was a mistake on my part for not letting you guys know..Very very sorry, KC.. >.<

Well, I won't make it again. And well..I just find it awkward to break it to friends (yes, even close friends.. =( ) that i've got someone special now..(very sorry to Josh also) maybe it's because I've been single for so long =X

So now we're just waiting till it's official! XD

21st May! 24 more days! Haix..

But yesterday go play DotA was really nice...Won't say it here, but it was really nice with all the teamwork and stuff also...>.< And yes, you had a fever - if we weren't in game, I'd send you home le lor..

Anyway, you must rest k. Doctor hopefully prescribed you "REST" ya.

R -- Relaxation
E -- Eye candy
S -- Songs
T -- Take medicine

hahahaha okie...I also have to go le. XD

To KC: I calculated the cost of Ren's present le..Shall we all just get her 1/4 of it? =X

Ren, you didn't hear/see anything~

To Ru: Thanks for giving me a super-duper early wake-up call this morning!! Scared the hell out of me man~~ Rock on! XDDDD

~

My world is much more fragile now
That I have one more:
To care for,
To watch over.
I love you all so much,
So very much.
Please never forget me
As I will never forget you.
And I will never intentionally hurt you...


Thursday, April 26, 2007

Misery

I am...miserable.

Even though today, we had no school and I stayed at home till now...I feel...miserable, like I'm not myself.

I spent a good part of the morning watching FMP! Season 1 and FMP! Fumoffu...and sticking bling-bling onto my phone...haha..very cute..the 2nd season of FMP! is great and hilarious, but I'm...worried.

Obviously, you guys know who I'm worried about. He didn't sound too good over the phone. T.T Why do I have this sense of...foreboding? Like something worse than what has happened to him will happen to him?

God. Why am I so stupid as to be near him when I was sick? *hits herself with a harisen*

=(

Tomorrow..hopefully Friday will be...a better day. Didi is coming back from BMT! =X His first book-out! Ondeh ondeh for him! Yes! Lessons in ambush!

*sighs* I still feel wierdified. Like..I can't be happy till I know you're safe and healthy...

Ugh. Time for me to go work ba..please please take care.






25 April 2007...

..is a very special day.

I shall chronicle it from the start of the day.

6am - 10am:

Basically woke up early to redo the activity diagrams. Went to buy plasters (yes arh! found 100 pieces/box one from medicine shop) and Veet.
Veet-ed my legs so I can wear skirt =X
Rush off to WEBS tutorial thinking I was late.
Ended up only a handful of us, with Suraj coming in just as the tutorial ended =X


12-1pm
Had lunch @ FC6, then went to finish up FYP's activity diagrams. So complex, so beautiful..so insane.
Found out that Josh (aka Greenapples) couldn't meet up today, so I had to think of what to do from 1pm to 6pm.
Decided on the following course of action:

1. After finishing FYP stuff, headed to Clementi to pluck eyebrow.
2. Eyebrow plucked, went to buy ondeh ondeh.
3. Make a stop at NTUC to see if there's anything I want.
4. Went home to change out of skirt (you see, there was a reason I wore it...)
5. DotA-ed with Josh and Ivern (yes! Ownage! I never ks so much this time round. I CONTROLLED MY URGE! YES!)
6. Went out with Ren at Vivo.
7. Went to Ren's house to get some stuff.
8. Watched College Saga at her house (Youtube)
9. Went home.

Between point 5 and point 6 was what really makes me happy.

Okay, so like, Josh and I also played one game of Pyramid Escape. In Pyramid Escape got one mini-game called the Quiz of Death. Then I was already thinking, stand beside Josh ba in the game. XD Knowing he always like to be the first, I run to second spot.

Oh noes~ Both spots taken up, never mind, we run to 3rd and 4th spot. He asked me, "Maya, I scared. Can I hold your hand?"

CUTE!! KAWAII!!! >.< !!!! hahaha

So like, after we played then we retire to clan channel to chat a bit.

Josh: Maya...?

Me: Hmm..ya?

Josh: =X

Me: What?

Josh: Can I be your bf mah? =X

...

Me: Wait arh. I stunned for a while. You wait arh...

Hahahahah SO CUTE the way you asked!!! XDD

Then I remembered both of KC's couples got together on the 21st of the month. And I told him, and then he said, "We can wait till 21st may if you want" then I said "omg, probation sia" XDDDD

And then after Ren find out right, she also say must 21st XD "21st is a good number!!"

XDD So now dunno. We go out can hold hands and pa toh la. Just that we aren't "official" - at least to Karen =X

XDDD

You're so cute!! Can't stand it! Must take care wor! =D

Monday, April 23, 2007

hahahaha

50th post!!

So like, Sunday at work was HELL...not only for me, but also for Ru~ Won't say it here, coz it's really...wow, tiring man, to explain it all.

Now, Monday at school..thought I'd be late for the make-up lesson for ELIT, but end up, I was one of the 4 people that actually came (from my class itself)...T.T score one for me XDD

I'll be starting on C coding soon though..so I won't be blogging much.

Wednesday will hopefully be able to hang out with GA and the guys and then dinner date with Ren~~ XDD I must bring you to Isetan XD got lots of Jap food to buy XDDD

okay..i'd better go. So bored, so sleepy. Yawn~


Sunday, April 22, 2007

Dreamland

And suddenly he appeared, out of the shadows, out of the gloom.

Initially, I did not notice him, because I was too busy drumming my fingers on the table (to the annoyance of the rest of my family members) while we were waiting for food at the hotel's lobby.

"Archer?" Till now, there is only one guy who remembers my old name, my hidden name.

No...it can't be...it can't be! - I turned around in my seat and looked up.

His name died on my lips. I was breathing so hard, I stood up and backed promptly into the table, stumbling over it.

No!

Smiling at me, he took my hand and sat me back down and introduced himself as an old friend of mine.

I sputtered, "Old friend? Old friend indeed!" While my family members hushed me so that they could listen to him.

My mom suddenly suggested, "We're going for a trip to one of the nearby islands, maybe you'd like to join us!"

And so it was set. I would be seeing him..for the next 3 days.

~

The waiting was killing me. Couldn't he have just came early and be done with it? My parents had left me (the most logical choice, obviously) to wait for him at the dock, while they had gone to secure the lugage onboard.

My music was on full blast from my phone - there were no one around except the boat, the water and the dock, so what was the use of me using headphones?

Then suddenly someone blocked out the sunlight (as faint as it was, I was - mind you - enjoying it!). I turned slowly and my nose twitched. Did he..

Omg. He did. Like, a dozen oversized, how-come-they-are-taller-than-me, oh-so-deep, wine red roses. The exact shade of red and purple fused that I loved so much.

Squinting against the sun, he smiled at me and shook the roses at me, "They didn't make smaller ones."

I took the bouquet. It was simply made, and unwrapped. The thorns were (obviously) cut off, but all the leaves had been left on. Overwhelmed, I grasped the stalks and reflexively sniffed at the delicate buds.

My heart melted. After all these years, I now knew I could, and that I would forgive him.

On the boat, we talked (I was still clutching the roses - they were beautiful, at any rate), slipping easily into old rhythms, catching up on the past few years. At one point in time, food appeared and we ate as we talked, chatting late into the night.

The next day we docked at the island; he was very gentlemanly, and said that he would check in for us first.

My mom asked once he was out of sight, "Uh, did anyone remember to bring the key?"

Confused, I started rumaging through my haversack, finding 2 key-cards right at the bottom of all my clothes. One said clearly "Use only on Day 2" and the other was..instinctively, i knew, all right?.. for the family room that we had reserved.

I handed the latter to my mom, keeping the first key hidden.

~

And then I woke up. I know there's a bit more to the dream, but I can't remember it anymore. Why is this happening to me again?

Why is this happening to me again? Why do I get swept along, thinking..over-thinking, over-reacting when people do these kinds of things to me?

I must not...I will not...I can not...I may not.

But I will enjoy him..for as long as I can and may. I don't know so many things about...him..

My will crumbles and I am lost.


Friday, April 20, 2007

=X

Sore throat just got worse with fever. Score one for illnesses.

The S.Korean gunman over in USA prompted my boss to say, "Now all the South Koreans have to watch their backs, all because of this one stupid act."

And that made me think: "Would the Americans be able to tell between South Koreans and Asians with fair skin? (namely myself and the rest of the Chinese population in SG)"

Because, anger and fear blinds people to the reality. All emotions do that.

And to think I thought Fort Minor's Remember the Name could be used in reference here =X Ended up, it's for their own members..or something =X

Ah well. Today gonna see doctor le, thanks to Greenapples egging me on. Ondeh ondeh, lai lai. =P You doing this only for the ondeh ondeh only right XDDD

I feel quite bad, pang seh-ing my FYP groupmates to go see doctor etc etc. I know I know, but today is the 2nd day le that I'm not with them doing anything. Haix. Stevanus~ must give me work to do le! I feel so chiongster for FYP siak XD

Haix. Getting ready to go school le...wish me luck for another day of No Talk...zzzzz


Thursday, April 19, 2007

Cough Cough!!

Yesterday (18 April 2007) was like, the bestest day in my Poly life.

Morning got ELIT lecture at MLT 12. I was like wtf, where is MLT 12. Then wah, so many year 2s also. So I sian sian sit there with the teacher calling for DIT 3A07. Only after a few minutes then I realised that was my class..

So I persuaded my friend to go and see what the teacher wanted XD End up the teacher won't be seeing us for the rest of the week..

The teacher is gheeeeyyy la. Talk all the crap XDD so damn funny. This is the first lecture in a MLT that I never fall asleep in siak. Or maybe is coz I keep thinking about what was gonna happen after school..

=X

No la! Walau, why you think until like that one huh?

I went to meet up with Greenapples, Legary and Ivern to chiong dota @ Bugis. Hahaha GA (Greenapples) keep saying I very violent, even more so after he saw me play TC4 @ Bugis' Very Hard machine.

So like, we chiong there early early, wait for Legary and Ivern. While waiting I chiong TC4 lor. 2 games in total that day...wow..damn tired la.

After 1st game of TC4, then all arrive, so we chiong to the LAN shop..GA asked me to go ask some of the guys to play against us. Then we Scissor-Paper-Stone, who lose must go ask. Then I ask lor. Sian!! XDD The guy also ignore me de T.T

N/m, so in the end we found a chapalang team, all different people, 4v4. Thrashed them so badly in the first round - obviously, I retained my title as KS QUEEN (I got a lot of 'queen' titles..Waffle Queen, KS Queen, TC4 Queen =X)

So like, round 1 was damn nice, my Razor just KS here, KS there. XD I still haven't found a solid build for my razor yet though.

Round 2 saw me playing as Bloodseeker. I realised one thing, is that I cannot play melee heros properly. Yes, I am the HUMJI type, play only ranged heros XD So that round was damn scary! Halfway through, we were on the losing end, then chiong arh! We won, but by the slimmest of margins.

Round 3...I didn't want Razor or my usual pet heros. Then I was thinking of playing a Strength hero. But to me, Strength heros were usually quite slow and their damage unpredictable - like Chaos Knight has fastest initial movespeed, but his damage is random siak. Then I remember, got one Strength hero quite fast, then also got stun, then got good balanced damage.

Yes, it's the one, the only SVEN~ Rogue Knight~

So like starting I was wailing about how gay-little his intel was, coz straight after one stun, I no mana le =( Never mind, Legary beside me teach me how to use Sven XD

So after that, I run around like crazy person; I recall at least twice I'd used my stun to ks. I didn't know the stun so damn power one la. Anyway, is not say I ks with purpose de?

Is actually WITH INTENTION DE! WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Never mind, I feel so bad coz I keep ksing my own team. I'm quite happy that I can hold my own la. The items I got quited farked up for Sven..1 nulls, 1 Perserverance, BoT, Hyperstone, Vitality Booster, SnY..

XD Maybe I should have gone MoM =X

So like, then the guys on the scourge team kpkb their Juggernaut (I think it was the same guy that was on my team in Round 3 (farking feeder)) So like, okay, la, he's a good player, I early game tio owned once or twice..

Late game own lor XD

Then after that game, we played Pyramid Escape, then stopped. I went to play TC4 one more round (can't believe it was worse. I thought the calibration got worst siak =X)

After that, whole body aching like nobody's business, joined GA and Ivern at Starbucks, chatted with his..uncle (I think =//) Then went home feeling uneasy. Which is why this morning woke up with a sore, sore, sore throat. So damn pain.

Now just chatting with GA while he reading my blog. Gonna scan my pictures for FYP logo, then go and rest again. Sian. After this got work somemore! =((

Then got something that's gonna happen at work =X But here obviously cannot say. I feel very relieved that it's gonna happen though. It's time for change siak.

Friday gonna hang out with GA, Legary and Ivern again!! w00tz. All chiong flute and ondeh ondeh...Hopefully my throat gets better by then =X


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Well~

Wednesday high chance of going Ginza plaza for dota!! After which, pang seh the guys for ondeh ondeh (probably they'll all just follow me lor XD) and TC4 if we don't end too late...

Today Tuesday...very sian..School in the morning till 6pm, then after that must chiong work.

Sian~

hahah..class starting le..I better go XDD


Monday, April 16, 2007

Bad Good Dream

Clutching my books, I hurried to class. Being late for the first day of school would do nothing for my image as good, GUAI girl etc etc..

When I opened the door, I was stunned - was I in the wrong class or what? I didn't recognise a single face, nor did I recognise the lab in the first place. All the computers were replaced by 8 PDA stations. There were around 20 people in the class already, making me the odd one out..again.

The teacher breezed in behind me; so much for being late and trying to keep my image from being tarnished...

We were asking to squeeze ourselves into groups so that everyone at least sat somewhat near a PDA and could use it. I immediately headed for the pair of PDAs at the back of the classroom since everyone (in typical nerd fashion) rushed for the front ones.

I thought I was going to pair up with this cute (dark-skinned) guy then he moved away to join his guy friends (was I that intimidating or what?). Instead, I was joined by a shy quiet girl who looked decidingly familiar, especially when she gave me a tentative hey-I-recognise-you kind of smile.

I replied with a smile, when the teacher started to teach. After a while, I had started to play with the PDA, as was my nature with anything new. Explore, decide, destroy. XD

The door suddenly opened, and Wialn burst in, out of breath. Wow, was he in my class? Possibly the cutest guy (at least, by my standards) that I've ever talked to was gonna be in my class? He ignored the teacher and ran to me, grabbing my hand and said, "They're coming after us! Let's go!"

Huh? Go where?

Who cares? I was going to be hanging out with him, that was all I cared about. So I let him pull me along, out of the class, down various hallways, into a stairwell, in which we descended till B2.

Bursting out of the stairwell, I suddenly felt a vibration in my pocket and stopped short in my tracks. Wialn went ahead to the...grocery shop (??? since when did we have a grocery shop in B2 of the school??!) and got a lot of stuff while I fumbled for my earpiece so I could run without having to hold the phone to my ear.

"Hello?? This is Mrs. Lee from Prima Deli Centrepoint!! Maya, can you work this coming Saturday?"

"WHAT?!" I gasped. "C'mon. You must be kidding me. I quit that place like, 2 weeks ago. Stop calling to ask if I can work, because I can't!"

"But we really need the people. I can't work this Saturday coz I have a doctor's appointment and the others can't as well."

"No way."

With that, I hung up on her, only to see Wialn returning with 5 bagfulls of groceries. "Uh..What's going on?" I asked, only to be shushed and hurried.

We hurried through the school, him leading the way and occasionally glancing backwards at me and past me. We got to the 4th floor of the boy's dorm area, when he cursed.

"What?" I came to a flying halt behind him. Peering over his shoulder, I felt another vibration in my pocket. Jamming my thumb onto the answer button, I half-yelled, "What?"

"Maya, this is Mr. Pal here. Can you work this Saturday?"

Trying to cover my shock, I took a deep breath and spoke, "Mr. Pal, I've already quit working for you. You shouldn't be asking me to work for you again. It isn't fair to me or the others."

As we talked, I saw the problem ahead. The bridge that was used to cross to the main administration building (that led to the entrance/exit of the school) has drastically narrowed. It would be like walking on a narrow beam of metal, only that it was 4 stories high. I looked down and saw all the other bridges below had also shrunk. Was this the work of whatever forces were chasing us?

Still talking on the phone, I anxiously watched Wialn inch till he had covered 3/4 of the bridge, then started, hoping that a gust of wind wouldn't knock me off. The plastic bags I held suddenly felt very heavy, and I could only shuffle forward.

I moved 1/4 down the bridge, still talking to Mr. Pal. Wialn was almost to the end when I saw him find a rope attached to the end. He grabbed that rope and threw his bags to the platform at the end, then turned around, heading for me.

I suddenly shook with fear as I looked down. Wialn had almost reached me and he was yelling, "Take the rope, I'll get you across!" I whimpered, fear freezing my blood to ice, turning my flesh to stone.

I didn't want to die (at least, not in front of this hunk XD)

I carefully put down one plastic bag (I was holding 2) in front of me. As I crouched down, I noticed there were handholds in the beam itself. Maybe I could swing myself across, like the monkey bars we had in Primary school.

And then, still talking on the phone (you'd think in such a dangerious situation I'd have hung up since the start...), I reached for a handhold, using the other plastic bag of groceries that I held to balance myself...

Reached..

Reached..

Oh shit.

Overbalanced.

My fingers brushed the cold steel as I heard Wialn anguished cry of "No!" echo as I fell away from him.



I woke up, gasping and my heart drumming in my chest. I didn't want to see the ending. I like to deny such things. I checked my phone's clock: 4.07am. Groaning softly I went back to sleep.

4 hours later, I still won't know if I died or lived. I like to think that I lived though. It was all a bad kind of good dream. Good dream because it was with Wialn, bad because I couldn't see all the way through till the ending.


Friday, April 13, 2007

Satisfied

Yup. Finally after..like..4 days without ondeh ondeh (little furry cute things!) I am satisfied...

Bengawan Solo's ondeh ondehs are really good..lots of the gula melaka, but I don't think I can eat more than what I ate (5 + 4 + 6 = 15 balls O.O!!!) today..scully get sugar high..then cannot sleep..tomorrow got morning shift work some more.

Sian.

N/m.

XD today play DotA...shiok..teamed up with possibly the nicest team ever - chat nice, fight nice, play nice XDD And especially they don't mind that I'm a KS Queen~ XD

Now feeling a bit headache coz played too many games and had quite a bit of ondeh ondeh..

Hahah I can still remember the confused look on the guy's face when I asked for ondeh ondeh @ Bengawan Solo @ Clementi.

Me: "I want all your ondeh ondeh"
Guy: "Okay" *goes to take one box of ondeh ondeh, 6pcs*
Me: "Uhh.. I want all of them" *points to the other 2 boxes*
Guy: "Huh?" *shock*
Me: "Ya, I want the last 2 also.."
Guy: *confused look* ((dunno issit he cannot hear me or what))
Me: "Can I buy all 3 boxes?"
Guy: "OHH..okay"

damn funny. XDDD guess you'd have to be there to laugh though..

Cant' wait for Saturday and Sunday...Monday going back to school le! First period = FYP meeting..I like sia XD 5 hours straight. FAINT~

Saturday working with RU~ Afternoon probably hopefully can go out? I want those earrings from Tangs!! XDD

Sunday..hopefully can hang out with EC2!! Sure to be LTNS de...dun tickle me can? XDD We made a deal hor!

XDD Excited~


Thursday, April 12, 2007

Cravings

I've got 2, no, make that 3 cravings.

1. Ondeh Ondeh - Ever since I ate those squishy little balls from Kedai Kuih @ Bugis (opposite Delifrance) I was..zomg...(but harhar @ FE who kenna ambushed by the little fellas!! kekekeke) I have been craving for more. The ones I ate totally didn't satisfy my craving for more molten gula melaka. Sooner or later I will have to resort to eating pure gula melaka out of..wherever I can find that!

2. TC4 - Obviously I haven't played it..since..the last time I posted. Withdrawal symptoms are: anger, pissed-off-ness, a hell lot of DotA, a hell lot of Pyramid Escape and/or maze games which I absolutely used to hate..and did I mention Ondeh Ondeh?

3. This one's a secret ;) only the one who knows what I'm talking about will understand why it's a secret too ;)

~

So I'm just sitting here, half-dead from the lack of TC4, Ondeh Ondeh AND...probably most importantly (and yet, it's healthy for me, I guess) the lack of...*coughs* ahem never mind...

EHHH KC KC~ When are we gonna hang out??!

Hugs and love all~


Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Playtime

Mario Kart, CnC3 LAN gaming, FYP meeting with cilent, TC4.

w00t-ness.

That's for today.

Last night @ work was fucking (yes, fucking. See me using this word without my usual censoring for the first time, huh? OF COURSE I'M FREAKING FARKING MAD) disgusting. My colleague totally screwed up (she's an auntie, but has less seniority than me. WAY LESS - Mr. Bao, if you say that she is more senior than me in the workplace, you're so gonna get it)

So like, she totally screwed up. I was so...ARGHHHH I wanna strangle you I can't believe you don't know what to do even after working here for so long you deserved it for being so slack and always sticking yourself to the waffle machines (which by the way have told me that they don't like you because YOU SUCK) even when there is no one around to buy waffles.

SERVES YOU FUCKING RIGHT.

God, I needed to get that out of my system.

*returns back to the normal, slightly sane Maya*

Ahhhh..

So like CnC3 today. I can't wait I can't wait!! Ren Ren coming back! I can't wait I can't wait!!

School gonna start...I can wait I can wait..

Looking at my lousy timetable, it means the only day I'll be able to hang out (or rather, train TC4 - I will rant about this later) is..Wednesday. Which will mean I'll not want to work on that day (yes yes yes yes!)

TC4 Rant: Obviously. It's about the gun again. Fark. The gun so spoilt @ DBG. *shivers* dunno where else to go le.

*sigh* Maybe this means I should be training CnC3 le!!! w00tz.

Argh~ I gonna go check out other stuffs le..


Sunday, April 8, 2007

Eh...?

Don't know what to blog about..being really stressed out these few weeks. Very sorry that I let you down, Jer. I'm just irresponsible on my part.

Sigh. Just saw someone's picture...so cute, now that you're looking like Robbie Williams.

Come to SG. We'll be friends once more =)

Still listening to emo songs...

I want Linkin Park's latest album~

XDD

Happy Easter all..


Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Encouraged

Sigh. Next few days will be working so today early 11am chiong to JEC to play TC4 and PercussionFreaks.

Even though TC4 was so sux because of the gun and pedal, I learnt some new things about my own game, and disappointment. Below is the chronological order of what happened today:

Never mind. Say 11am meet at JEC, end up 2pm then all reach EA office @ Guthrie House.

Never mind. Had a good nasi bryani lunch in the rain XD

Never mind. Took a long bus ride to DBG. Played 1 game there before chionging to Bugis in the hopes of being able to FFA CnC3.

Played Mario Kart (acted cute in my picture) and bought a card. The card never print my name properly. Feel like sue-ing them XDD Never mind. Damn nice to play. Watched my friends play Outrun2SP...also nice. Maybe I should try XDD

After that tried to go play CnC3 at Virtualand. Failed.

Never mind. Walked to SLS checking prices for graphics cards and DVD-roms..

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: Talking to EC1.

Then went back to DBG (on my insistence, actually. Thanks, Ice =D), had dinner at BK (feeling quite sick now..dunno why) and then had a game. I understood even more things this time round. Farking hell. If my 2SB for S1A1 didn't play like shit then I would have gotten a new personal high for area score.

Never mind. Now at home, waiting and waiting only. Sian. Just very sian now. Thinking of how much I need to work on the weekends also make me feel sian. I wanna see him la. That's why he's my eye candy? Jeez.

Friday work morning till 12noon. Then chiong church for Good Friday. After that hopefully can meet up with Sifu. Coz Saturday I will be working morning till 3pm. Then probably can go hang out at DBG for a while before needing to go to church (again) for Easter Vigil (yay, hold candles~) Then Sunday probably no church in the morning, but got work in the afternoon. So cannot hang out with Sifu. Monday...probably working again, although I might as well ask for a reprieve for the coming week.

Sian.

Sian.

Sian.


Tuesday, April 3, 2007

When you say nothing at all..




Monday, April 2, 2007

RoF

My ROF has increased!! Yessss

After one week of not playing TC4..Saturday found my fingers to be damn stiff. Went to test out new machines, then went to East Coast beach to talk talk and look at the sea (not to mention to see that HOTT NS guy, huh =P)

Haix. Sigh! We had so much fun at the beach and then on the way home. I can't believe I told you I'm ticklish~ Now you'll just..tickle me all the time =( Please don't tickle when I playing TC4 can?

Scully I can break score you come and tickle me..I think I won't cry..I will WAIL!

*philosophical* And then I don't know if I should be angry at you and..like, spite you for it. I already thought so far ahead, you know? I honestly don't know if you tickle me during a game..Well. Obviously I'd be pissed, but I'd be doubly pissed at you if I could have broken score and just that little thing cost me a lot.

And..I'm just afraid it would turn into a grudge you know? I don't hold grudges very well, but I'm afraid it would become a spear of spite. I would forget you and all the things you've done for me, I would..be against you.

And I don't want to be against you. Not after what has happened to you.

~

Sunday: Break score lo. But not by much. I think that day I was damn suay. Suay-ness. All the way get ~9 hits.

8 * 3000 = 24k

If I got this 24k from the combonus...I'd have broke score cleanly. Sigh. Why?

Don't give me that stupid reason, can? I think about it, all the more my hands itching to play. My RoF stablised for those 3 games. Good enough..

Finally my Prologue can get a decent time of 2:09 minutes. I hope can stablise around 2:10 minutes, with area score of 250k before TB scene. *nods*

S1A1 my biggest bane now. Sigh.

I think I don't know what else to post le.

Saturday was really one of the best days of my life. I was kind of depressed during the evening, but at night, things really picked up. Going to the beach, getting..tickled every other minute (hey, I get to work my tummy muscles)..and just fooling around...made me feel..

Cherished.

It's been a long time since I actually felt that way. I felt I had something in my life again. What was once lost, has been found (and all that LotR stuff XD)

And I'm grateful that you guys are my friends =) Some are close friends, some are good friends..


>.< I wanna play Mario Kart now XDD Competitively!!!

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