%-- Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
-Blaise Pascal
Really tired
I really feel damn tired. Now only ALK, USM and me are the ones in the shop the entire day - okay, USM not so, but really, it's like only the 3 of us running full shifts on weekdays. Weekends...entirely different story, but still, we are tired..
Okay, so maybe I really need an attitude change..but next week, I will be trying to go full shift every day liao..coz I need the money too...else really, no $$$ for my SSS..
Just that a lot of things..really make me feel like giving up SSS - if just so that I can keep on to my 'happiness', superficial as it is..
But then now, even a close friend has..said..
..something that makes me think about the stuff that I'm most afraid of on my road to SSS, something that I've tried to put aside when I first started thinking about this road.
I wish I could be like Kor and HZH - that I could simply put aside what people think, say or otherwise express about me, and continue on my journey.
I really wish I could go and spam on some sushi right now. I need sushi.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
TSK
My CBox in my Wangan blog = dying. So I ported over my current, personal CBox.
I miss the Clique..I hope to be in Uni soon..hope can get in...best is if I can go SMU..then I can everyday meet my KKMLK and race! XD
Apart from that, I'm like, dead tired nowadays. Need more rest -.-
Friday, April 11, 2008
Mom's...
a bitch.
Since she's said, "Next time you wanna stay out the whole night, just let me know, then I don't need to worry" - I WILL. MISTAKE ME NOT. I WILL.
Fuck you, I hate you. You don't even take an interest in my personal life - you seem to hate all the guys I bring home with the exception of C.R., who is like, my good friend.
My god. Just go away. I hate you.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Only You
If you're reading this, I'm missing euu =(
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Some rants about playing WMMT3:
Putting MAY@ as a card name makes people call me May, instead of Maya..or even better, GOO is calling me MAY-AT
Great. JUST great. XD
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I don't have the $$$ for my SSS
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I will be looping a lot. Catch me at DBG! I will unshade my car by next Saturday!
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If there's one thing about people like ALLOYCIOUS is that I hate them COPYING my settings. What, do you think this setting is for everyone to use? I'm different from you guys!
Apart from that, I need to plan a lot for next few months le -.-'''
Monday, April 7, 2008
Relief
OKay, so it was a stupid move to give the agency a call, but hey, I've learnt my lesson, and I'm also grateful to my DARLING RU~ for helping me get out of the sticky spot.
Seems like, I can't do much without her eh?
Updates! XD I'm so happy for FE! Finally eh? *huggles* Man, we gotta hang out together one day on a group date...
My wangan seems to be getting better - however I'm doing less battles and more loops. But I find that even my battles seem to be getting just slightly better.
Started a "diary" of sorts purely for my personal car - for the general updates/play, number of stars, ghost wins/races, outruns...etc..
Maybe i'm just crazy la.
Maya
Leo
Dragon
100888
And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
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Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed