%-- Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
-Blaise Pascal
Wow..almost 2 weeks never blog liao..
Really missed blogging..and missed everyone in the Klique..wishing you guys ALL THE BEST for your exams ya?
Maybe one day I'll see you guys in NUS/NTU..haha XD
I've been really busy with work..had 2 company functions.
Regrets and I have been 'arguing' lately..and everytime I think of what he last said, I really feel very lost and confused.
And I keep remembering that night, when I got angry at him and...well, I had to bite something to make sure I didn't say the dreaded words out of anger. After that, I didn't know what to feel anymore..
Haix.
"When dreaming with a broken heart, waking up's the hardest part" -- I was late for work the next day.
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Started on Sanguo..really thanks to those who have helped me...Managed to get my first computer win by myself on 27th Nov..
Have stopped playing Wangan more or less, though I can feel I still have an afinity for it.
Played my first game of Silent Hill at the arcade on 27th Nov as well..really really scary. >.< I don't know how I really feel about this game right now.
Wong-di went to Thailand le..sad.
Klique, I miss you guys.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Ah...
Defects defects defects..
11pm le..and I still at office helping TMY restart server..
More knowledge = more power XDD
Feeling quite tired..I guess my eyes must be bloodshot XD
Waiting to see Regrets again, waiting to play Wangan again, waiting for TC5, HOTD5, GS:Evo, Silent Hill
But most of all, I really miss hanging out with my friends, being as carefree. I just..feel like I've realised that when working in an office environment, how stressful it is compared to working in PD!
I miss the ppl at PD also..Mr. Bao being one of the most missed, as I haven't seen him much..
Ahh..
My heart feels itchy whenever I don't see Regrets for more than 3 days. Regrets..I miss you~
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?
"My god, my god, why have you forsaken me?"
I really made a hash of things this week at work.
That's all I can say.
My life is like a hashbrown now. Looks really great and neat on the outside, but that's just looks only. On the inside is chapalang de.
Regrets, I have never regretted meeting you, and I will do my best to help you no matter what. Just don't go.
Chain emails are a scary look at your inner thoughts, those that float in your subconscious mind. I am greatly disturbed by the last one I got. Why did the result turn out like that?
Klique - Missing you guys!! T.T Do take care and don't overwork yourselves!
Team Bull3t - Missing you guys..Should hang out one day, MT3 or just HOTD4 or just go crazy.
Take care all.
Monday, November 5, 2007
For The Future
By end of this year:
1. Give Regrets a toy that I win from BSL
2. Have at least 200 in my bank account at all times
3. Either -
a.Give up MT3 completely and focus solely on shooting games
b. Spend only 60 on MT3 every month and 70 on shooting games
4. Get a mammogram done
5. Decide if I wanna go Uni (when I can)
6. Get the PSP mods that I want (if I can/de)
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By end of next year:
1. Learn contact juggling professionally
2. Give up MT3 completely/competitively
3. Focus on shooting games (GhostSquad evo etc..)
4. Get into Uni of choice
5. STILL be with Regrets after June 22nd 2008
6. Have at least 400 in my bank account at all times
7. Still hold a part-time postition at Prima XDD
8. Maybe get a PSP slim if I haven't got my PSP mods yet
9. If I dun get into Uni, consider freelance contact-juggling (maybe at a bar or something) and busking as well. Obviously work at Prima to have income la!
-- More to be added when I think of it. I'll prolly put it in my wishlist pane
Maya
Leo
Dragon
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And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
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Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed