Sunday, September 30, 2007

Aimlessly drifting..

I'm the reason for his pain.

Sorry, just put the blame on me.


Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Freedom is Invisible

It's only when one puts the pedal to the metal then would one understand why it is so.

The feeling of flight.

The feeling of almost blurring past the speed of sound.

Heavenly..and insane.




Love to Rise in the Summer Morning

Gotta love that song!

Gonna get the OST, rip it and be all evil by selling it!

Sell the songs!

hahahhahahahahahha

-.-''' Lame.

But it's sooooo good. Makes you feel like dancing when you hear it. I feel so high when I listen to Love to Rise in the Summer Morning..

In a way, I drive better listening to that song! =X

High high high!

Drift drift drift!!!

XDDDDDD


Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Hmmm

Last night, when I thought about it, I was quite shocked at myself for thinking that way.

"If he doesn't get paid this month, I might seriously consider walking out"

But I do have to face reality, my teacher and I discussed this quite openedly. I don't think I could live and support him at the same time, all the time; because honestly, I realise (after doing my own accounts for this month and the next) that I actually love myself a lot more than I love him.

Which is kind of sad, but I really want to record all these down.

But obviously, I'm not really the type of person. I'm just surprised/shocked that I could think this way. Then again, it's probably the Leo side of me talking. I need to be pampered a lot! XD

So I guess I won't be seeing him again this week. Sunday probably going out to buy my formal clothes with him so wootz. Pray for the best, that I dun need to go back to work!

Also getting MT3's OST! HMV selling 72SGD but we've found places that it's going for 42SGD max!!!

Free delivery!!! XDDDDD

Oh and I need my PSP back soon, Ice-san XD

Missing him lots..


Saturday, September 22, 2007

Tired!!

So like I finally got my results for my attachment!~

I'm going to Accenture! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

850SGD/month pay!

After work can go AMK Hub chiong MT3 le!

Can support Regrets le! =X

Weeeeeeeeeeee!

But apart from that, these few days have been going to work so that I have at least 100SGD to support Regrets next month if need be. I hope not, as I'm pretty sure I might not earn over 500. I'm aiming for a take home pay of 550, so I offered to work on Wed night also. Maybe I shouldn't have not-worked from 3-6. Haix.

Anyway, tomorrow I'll be working full day. It's the first time I'll be working full day, so wish me luck! But I'm working with 2 of my really reliable colleagues - ALK and PG! XDDDDD So I shall pray for the best and earn tomorrow!!

XD

Apart from that, I'm pretty worried about Regrets' and I de (financial) situation. And of course, our normal situation also la. I think we this whole week never meet up le..Forgot to wish him Happy 3rd month too..quite sad.

But I met some guys from MT3 forums yesterday at DBG. Was quite surprised to see Ty there. I was like 'eh, that guy looks like Ty, but then there's another guy who looks like Ty' so I smsed FE and asked him if Ty was at DBG, and then FE was like saying 'Ty says you're at DBG too, go say hi to him' then I was like 'hahahahah okay..=X'

Actually I didn't even see Ty, only his lookalike, so I wasn't really sure if that was Ty =X

Sorry Ty~

Then I saw ABC's car in play..didn't know who until we chatted on MSN this morning. XD Apparently, he sat beside me when I started to play my share, which was..quite late, around 11pm+. They all were gaming so hard, maybe they didn't see me XD

MT3 was fun, and I was quite heartened by what Typlo-kor (who came down to pick up his gf after work...shooooo sweet!~) said to me after I showed him my card. I mean, he was asking me first, 'You want to start or not?' - He was refering to the guys who were playing so much. Then I was like 'Hahaha started le!' then he asked, 'Shaded or not?' then I was like 'Huh? Err..Shaded ba' Then I just laugh and show him my card, then he look and say 'Ya, quite good, you play very fast'

Then I was thinking 'ya, I chiong 30+10+random amount at JEC <30' of course fast?!'

XDDDD

Now tuned to 720HP le. Happy!


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

A Simple Life

Sunday after work, I went to meet Regrets. Instead of watching a movie, coz he had no more vouchers, we went to DotA. DotA le..I guess both of us had lost touch..

Ate a simple dinner of kway chap and pig organ soup at the food court, then we walked to the playground, sat, chatted and played Worms Golf on my handphone and then we walked to his house de bus stop and I took a bus to the interchange and then home.

Felt really sad to leave him; after all, last week we've only met up..2 times, inclusive the one on Sunday.

And this week, we won't be meeting up.

Feeling really really melancholic.

Also feeling somewhat guilty about playing WMMT3 like mad. I guess it's apples and tuna for me the next 2 weeks XDD

Haix.

But then again, I really really enjoyed my time with Regrets, as little as it was on Sunday. We calculated that we had only met up for 5 hours that day..but really, it felt like we'd only seen each other for 10 minutes.

Haix.


Saturday, September 15, 2007

Drift Drift Drift!

30SGD spam on WMMT3.

Worth it.

I close my eyes and I see the Wangan again.

The whine of the engine when it's over-revved, its silky purr when shifting gears.

The funny dialogue that I could never understand because I don't really have a idea as to what tuning cars is really about.

This madness is beautiful.


Thursday, September 13, 2007

WMMT3

After much consideration, I have to say that I'll be going for WMMT3 instead of ID4.


Cons that led me NOT to play ID4
1. ID4 too expensive to play
2. No one in my circle of friends play ID4 - Apart from GA and Ivern..which somehow I'm not gonna consider in my circle of arcade friends
3. Way too expensive
4. Their forums put me off.


Pros that led me to PLAY WMMT3
1. Typlo-kor is there. I feel safe with Typlo-kor around. He is so sensible =) Thank you kor
2. My best guy friend plays WMMT3
3. My bodyguard no. 2 plays WMMT3
4. Regrets doesn't like me hanging out with -him- (and I don't think I want to hang out with -him- either)
5. I prefer the solitude found in WMMT3 forums. (I felt that ID4 forums had everyone rushing to put their thoughts out, ending in flame wars across the globe; WMMT3 mostly SG people =D )
6. WMMT3 is cheaper than ID4



So now instead of Outrun, let's all go play WMMT3~

Sane drifts for teh win~

Excuses to get away from -him- and -him- for teh win~

Learning how to drive a car for teh win~

The pain for teh win~




Hopefully I will have the same passion for WMMT3 as I have for TC4 and HOTD4


Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Updates!~

So since the last post was on like, Thursday, let's start with Friday.

Friday: Had a disaster of a BBQ with LH's BYOP thing. Spent a lot of time doing nothing but trying to find the 'pit' before realising that it was 'Bring Your Own Pit'. Then spent more time waiting for Regrets, FE-san and Ice-san to bring the BBQ pit (I'm quite put off as to why they were so late, not simply because they WERE late, but because of the reason behind it, and no, it's not because of 'we had to wait 20 minutes for a taxi')

So never mind? The 4 of us started the fire after much yelling that the smoke was getting in our eyes and the sparks were flying like mad. LH didn't bring firestarters (rather, she thought solid fuel = firestarter.

It was difficult to make the fuel catch fire, so FE and I came up with a great idea (bestties FTW~) Wrapped the solid fuel in lots of toilet paper (LH scrimped on the napkins, I'm fine with it anyway) and then lit it.

Success~ XDD So we cooked for the Chinese ppl (2 groups - Chinese...and the arcade) XD really felt they were 'ungrateful'..Won't elaborate.

This is why I felt so emo that night. I felt that my group (the arcade group, obviously) wasn't enjoying it (*takes a dig at FE again* hehe except you, eh? XDDD j/k LARH. dun need to take things so seriously la zzz).

The cake that LH's mom brought was super smashed on one side, coz LH's mom was swinging it like nobody's business~

After that, Regrets and I went to shower coz the both of us were really damn hot. After that, we went back to find out that..the Chinese group had all run off expecting us to stay. I thought they should have at the very damned least SMSED ME OR CLEANED UP THE PLACE FIRST.

So FE and Ice stayed there till they came, while Regrets and I went on ahead to Macs. It was like 1 hour's walk. I really enjoyed walking with him. I think walking with him is fun! XD

Met up at Macs, got really disgruntled about something. Made sure the 3 of them - FE, Ice and LH - were on the taxi home before Regrets and I went to DotA @ Katong. It was really close, so we spent only like 6SGD + to get there. Heng we didn't have to send FE home first =P Coz his place is like 20 minutes from Katong T.T

So I guess, that's about it. Enjoyed sleeping with Regrets out in the open..Really felt like a refugee =X

I suppose what you said is correct, dar. She probably wants to explain somethings to me. I want to talk to my proxy =X

~

Saturday: Work work @ 12pm. I reached home around 6-7am, collapsed into bed immediately and slept till 11am+

zzz

~

Sunday: Was expecting a TV crew at 6pm, end up they came at 11am like that, so WR and I missed our chance at stardom XDDDDD

I had lots of fun working with her; we ate..a lot of things (2 mini snowskins - Green Tea, Peanut Butter and Choc; miso soup; 1/2 waffle each [I spread mine with cinnamon powder, butter and a bit of sugar...mmm~] lol)

~

Monday: Spent the only day that Regrets had free for this week with him @ his place. Fell asleep coz I'd been drinking Asahi. I didn't know it was that strong, okay..or else I haven't been drinking, that's why..or else coz I drank it too fast XDD After sleeping at his place from 11am till 4pm, we finally got up to meet FE and DK at CS. Looked at the PSP skins FE wanted to show me. I was like OMGGGGG damn nice?

And it can fit with the images/designs I want for my PSP mod!!!

hehehe

After that, went to KFC to eat (watched as FE and DK kao ghei~) XD Then I went off to Bugis..I think it was quite sad for me to go Bugis alone. I dunno why. Maybe coz Bugis bigger, and not say really my 'turf'. I prefer DBG..it's quiet..and it's my second home.

Went home after 2 games of OR2SP HA, 1 game of TC4 and 1 game of HOTD4 (made it to Empress T.T with a lot of stupid mistakes..)

Haix.

Oh well. Train train train~


Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Relief~

And he didn't sms me over the weekend.

Not Regrets la, kukuhead.

POWER WAVE~

I'm glad and anxious at the same time.

Maybe I have lost a friend.

But I'm okay~


Sunday, September 2, 2007

Emptiness

I miss you.

~

Ego Smasher was fun while it lasted. Blogged about it in TTL.

Life is currently full of hoping (25%), slacking (30%), working (15%) and missing you (30%).

Unless of course, you count missing you and slacking at the same time, then that's 60%.

Even talking to you over the phone is..not enough.

T.T


I miss you.


Saturday, September 1, 2007

Frustration

One thing I dislike (he's not worthy of my hate) is that this guy doesn't approach me directly about my mistakes, but instead disturbs my best friend FE-san..

...while I'm playing the game.

Obviously, FE-san ignored the little show-off. And it's good that he did. But I seriously think that it's time for some lecturing. First to find out why he's being such a prick, and why he doesn't approach me.

Oh yes, maybe he thinks I'll sit on him and squash him flat with the power of KONG BA BAO!

Or as Regrets says, "Kong ba kong ba!"

XDDD

Really missing you, dar.

But Friday overall was a good day. Finally met up with Ruzhi-san and we had some laughs, though I suppose that both of us have changed a lot since we last met and talked..

Anyway, right now 'chatting' with that prick. Wish me luck! I'm off to work soon too XD

friends:) Ren Lipz K.C. Team BuL7et Nanaca-Crash