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"We sail within a vast sphere, ever drifting in uncertainty, driven from end to end."
-Blaise Pascal
-Blaise Pascal
Monday, October 29, 2007
Weekend~
Had a fun time over the weekend~
Saturday went to Regrets' place, slack, sleep, rest..till afternoon..go to Bedok and waited for him to finish RT so both of us could (after his RT) go to Legary's and Reuy BBQ birthday party..Had a blast doing most of the cooking XD
Sunday went back to work at Prima...Quiet!
XD
MT3, here I come~
Friday, October 26, 2007
T.T
"u mean more to me than u tot"
"Lol u had be surprised wad u have given me, and its more than wad i had expected.."
"No dear,im happy u had let me noe when u r unhappy but im really scare when u always ask me when to let u go"
TT.TT
Regrets, if I let you go, it's because I want you to be happy..Sometimes I really feel useless, like I can't make you happy..Please don't get me wrong, dar..
And just in: "Yo dear, how you feeling 2day?"
"Dun care, need you more than anything else!"
>.<
I don't care if I'm not 'playing the game of love' or something..because between Regrets and I, we don't have to hide anything
Monday, October 22, 2007
Ahhhh~
Long time no post!
Hello everyone!
XD
The week was full of defects again! Saturday I actually had to come back to work as well -.-''' But now at least I have many defects to work on again! woot~
Been meeting up with Sifu and Jul-di more at AMK! Also been meeting Rusyuna as well XD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUL-DI~!
Anyway, I've been improving at my MT3! Or so Typlo-kor says...I'm really glad for his and Rusyuna's advice..I do feel that I've been steadily improving, though my judgement could be a little better! T.T'''
I've improved till 2 minutes 57secs! 700HP too..Really happy..and Typlo-kor has shown me how to drive certain areas..I really hope for the day to come when I can consistently get 2 minutes 55 seconds!
=D
Went for a wedding dinner last night with Regrets..>.< he was so tired..But I'm really happy in the time that I spent with him =D And it made me think about a lot of things as well, but I'm happy =D
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
I Had a Bad Day
15 Oct 07, Monday...was a bad day.
Work was frustrating till I reached the solution. But what irked me even more was the conflict in myself.
On one hand, I wanted to stay at AMK till late. On the other, I wanted to see Regrets again.
I felt like I had shamed him.
While walking to the MRT, I wanted to just sms him and tell him 'just go with your friends, dun wait for me le, maybe tonight don't meet le'.
How could I put the love for a game over my love for him?
We argued today (Tuesday) and I nearly..very nearly cried at work.
"If you feel it's better this way then suit yourself. I concede defeat"
And then when I read the GF forums, I had to read this:
"Maya, you're very irritating to read. Please consider calming down, breathing slowly, and being semi-intelligent."
Thanks for spoiling my day.
And now the fucking CSS in ST environment is missing. I have wasted the entire day sitting here, moving codes around and wondering why my codes (which I fixed yesterday) were not working today.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Inspired~
Monday: I was still struggling with my Solution Finder header alignment thingy..was quite concerned that my work would start piling up..Finally finished it sometime in the afternoon, along with a correction to an error box message that my supervisor asked me to do. After both were checked in and stuff, I was given another task (*groan*) which..
Tuesday: I had spent a good portion of monday looking at both Firebug and the codes and comparing them to see how they would fit together. Again, it was TMY who gave me a great idea to go fiddle with the tables..and it worked! Like OMFG?! it worked! XD I was soooooooooooooooooo happy! =D XD =) and all the other smilies..After that, I had to fix a database + logic defect..this one had me trawling through quite a bit of server-side codes..quite interesting as I understood a lot more about how the DB works with a new programming technology/language.
Wednesday: I did various things..learnt how to hotfix any problems =)
Thursday: Cleared most of my previous days works and started to do some admin stuff like my timesheets..had bei-mien for dinner (heheh) and wanted to leave early so I could go MT3 (as usual, what else? XD) But TMY was being held back so =(
But anyway, I got to AMK hub around...10.15pm (in the end we actually waited for TMY..) and proceeded to watch them..Saw DRIFT again, but avoided challenging him, as advised by Typlo-kor, who was giving me a LOT of advice.
He started out by saying "you should play this mode to be more powerful" -- of course I had my doubts, but one should never doubt Typlo-kor!! XD and then so when one of them finished playing, I went to play the mode that he recommended.
This is why I felt so inspired. I learnt a lot on that map, and in that mode. My car spoke to me, and I sped through the turns (at the start I was pretty bad, but by the end, I was pretty satisfied). Typlo-kor went away for one run , and that run was my best run so far.
6 seconds less (or more, however you view it) to the time he suggested. I can do this. I will do this.
Friday: Currently..trying to get up enough courage to go find ABNY to ask about my defect. Will be leaving ASAP so I can go learn more. I will never be able to learn enough.
Typlo-kor, thank you. I learnt a lot, and I hope to learn more from you.
Saturday: Will be working at PD in the morning with PG! w00tz~
Sunday: Church..then Regrets. Regrets, aren't you tired? You've been running through my mind for the past few days...
I miss you..
Monday, October 8, 2007
Whew~
It's been a busy week!
Monday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Wangan!
Tuesday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Work work..
Wednesday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Wangan~
Thursday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Work work...Cup noodles~
Friday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Wangan..Met up with Sifu, Wongster-di, Max and Rusyuna!
Saturday: REST! Or as much as I could..Went to Regrets' house and slacked, then went with him to Tampines Mall for dinner and to get presents for my 2 sistas..Bought myself a nice dress, recommended by Regrets, of course..wanted to get some shoes too but mom wasn't too happy. Those were great shoes, and everything was like 20% off!
I wanna go shopping with you again, Regrets =)
After which, he went to dota while I went to arcade...I felt I really learnt stuff about Hakone line..both inbound and outbound.
Sunday: Went for church, then chiong to JEC for some Wangan..which..I didn't get to play because of a )@#&^!(@*^. Played TC4 instead and was disheartened by my score! T.T And turned up late for Liping's birthday party @ Pizza Hut! =(
But after that, I chiong home to have my grandma's birthday dinner..which I couldn't eat much coz of the pizza I ate =(
Managed to play 2 games of DotA with Regrets on BNet but it was lagging a bit...So my Weaver actually died like, 4-6 times..but I killed 13 times! woot~
Back to work..
*WC3 Peon voice* work work..
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Thoughts
I can do this.
My handling of my car is slowly improving.
I love you, Regrets.
No matter how far away, you'll always be with me in my heart.
I can soon start to battle it out with them.
Soon.
Soon.
Soon.
Can't stop this rush, this addiction. So afraid to lose myself fully in this passion.
When I'm on the road, I feel like I'm flying. But when an angel flies too close to the ground, it crashes.
But still, I love this feeling.
More power, more speed!!
Weekend~
Had a fun time over the weekend~
Saturday went to Regrets' place, slack, sleep, rest..till afternoon..go to Bedok and waited for him to finish RT so both of us could (after his RT) go to Legary's and Reuy BBQ birthday party..Had a blast doing most of the cooking XD
Sunday went back to work at Prima...Quiet!
XD
MT3, here I come~
bounced at 10:30 AM.
Friday, October 26, 2007
T.T
"u mean more to me than u tot"
"Lol u had be surprised wad u have given me, and its more than wad i had expected.."
"No dear,im happy u had let me noe when u r unhappy but im really scare when u always ask me when to let u go"
TT.TT
Regrets, if I let you go, it's because I want you to be happy..Sometimes I really feel useless, like I can't make you happy..Please don't get me wrong, dar..
And just in: "Yo dear, how you feeling 2day?"
"Dun care, need you more than anything else!"
>.<
I don't care if I'm not 'playing the game of love' or something..because between Regrets and I, we don't have to hide anything
bounced at 11:01 AM.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Ahhhh~
Long time no post!
Hello everyone!
XD
The week was full of defects again! Saturday I actually had to come back to work as well -.-''' But now at least I have many defects to work on again! woot~
Been meeting up with Sifu and Jul-di more at AMK! Also been meeting Rusyuna as well XD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUL-DI~!
Anyway, I've been improving at my MT3! Or so Typlo-kor says...I'm really glad for his and Rusyuna's advice..I do feel that I've been steadily improving, though my judgement could be a little better! T.T'''
I've improved till 2 minutes 57secs! 700HP too..Really happy..and Typlo-kor has shown me how to drive certain areas..I really hope for the day to come when I can consistently get 2 minutes 55 seconds!
=D
Went for a wedding dinner last night with Regrets..>.< he was so tired..But I'm really happy in the time that I spent with him =D And it made me think about a lot of things as well, but I'm happy =D
bounced at 9:30 AM.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
I Had a Bad Day
15 Oct 07, Monday...was a bad day.
Work was frustrating till I reached the solution. But what irked me even more was the conflict in myself.
On one hand, I wanted to stay at AMK till late. On the other, I wanted to see Regrets again.
I felt like I had shamed him.
While walking to the MRT, I wanted to just sms him and tell him 'just go with your friends, dun wait for me le, maybe tonight don't meet le'.
How could I put the love for a game over my love for him?
We argued today (Tuesday) and I nearly..very nearly cried at work.
"If you feel it's better this way then suit yourself. I concede defeat"
And then when I read the GF forums, I had to read this:
"Maya, you're very irritating to read. Please consider calming down, breathing slowly, and being semi-intelligent."
Thanks for spoiling my day.
And now the fucking CSS in ST environment is missing. I have wasted the entire day sitting here, moving codes around and wondering why my codes (which I fixed yesterday) were not working today.
bounced at 4:37 PM.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Inspired~
Monday: I was still struggling with my Solution Finder header alignment thingy..was quite concerned that my work would start piling up..Finally finished it sometime in the afternoon, along with a correction to an error box message that my supervisor asked me to do. After both were checked in and stuff, I was given another task (*groan*) which..
Tuesday: I had spent a good portion of monday looking at both Firebug and the codes and comparing them to see how they would fit together. Again, it was TMY who gave me a great idea to go fiddle with the tables..and it worked! Like OMFG?! it worked! XD I was soooooooooooooooooo happy! =D XD =) and all the other smilies..After that, I had to fix a database + logic defect..this one had me trawling through quite a bit of server-side codes..quite interesting as I understood a lot more about how the DB works with a new programming technology/language.
Wednesday: I did various things..learnt how to hotfix any problems =)
Thursday: Cleared most of my previous days works and started to do some admin stuff like my timesheets..had bei-mien for dinner (heheh) and wanted to leave early so I could go MT3 (as usual, what else? XD) But TMY was being held back so =(
But anyway, I got to AMK hub around...10.15pm (in the end we actually waited for TMY..) and proceeded to watch them..Saw DRIFT again, but avoided challenging him, as advised by Typlo-kor, who was giving me a LOT of advice.
He started out by saying "you should play this mode to be more powerful" -- of course I had my doubts, but one should never doubt Typlo-kor!! XD and then so when one of them finished playing, I went to play the mode that he recommended.
This is why I felt so inspired. I learnt a lot on that map, and in that mode. My car spoke to me, and I sped through the turns (at the start I was pretty bad, but by the end, I was pretty satisfied). Typlo-kor went away for one run , and that run was my best run so far.
6 seconds less (or more, however you view it) to the time he suggested. I can do this. I will do this.
Friday: Currently..trying to get up enough courage to go find ABNY to ask about my defect. Will be leaving ASAP so I can go learn more. I will never be able to learn enough.
Typlo-kor, thank you. I learnt a lot, and I hope to learn more from you.
Saturday: Will be working at PD in the morning with PG! w00tz~
Sunday: Church..then Regrets. Regrets, aren't you tired? You've been running through my mind for the past few days...
I miss you..
bounced at 9:06 AM.
Monday, October 8, 2007
Whew~
It's been a busy week!
Monday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Wangan!
Tuesday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Work work..
Wednesday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Wangan~
Thursday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Work work...Cup noodles~
Friday: *WC3 Peon voice* Work work..Wangan..Met up with Sifu, Wongster-di, Max and Rusyuna!
Saturday: REST! Or as much as I could..Went to Regrets' house and slacked, then went with him to Tampines Mall for dinner and to get presents for my 2 sistas..Bought myself a nice dress, recommended by Regrets, of course..wanted to get some shoes too but mom wasn't too happy. Those were great shoes, and everything was like 20% off!
I wanna go shopping with you again, Regrets =)
After which, he went to dota while I went to arcade...I felt I really learnt stuff about Hakone line..both inbound and outbound.
Sunday: Went for church, then chiong to JEC for some Wangan..which..I didn't get to play because of a )@#&^!(@*^. Played TC4 instead and was disheartened by my score! T.T And turned up late for Liping's birthday party @ Pizza Hut! =(
But after that, I chiong home to have my grandma's birthday dinner..which I couldn't eat much coz of the pizza I ate =(
Managed to play 2 games of DotA with Regrets on BNet but it was lagging a bit...So my Weaver actually died like, 4-6 times..but I killed 13 times! woot~
Back to work..
*WC3 Peon voice* work work..
bounced at 9:18 AM.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Thoughts
I can do this.
My handling of my car is slowly improving.
I love you, Regrets.
No matter how far away, you'll always be with me in my heart.
I can soon start to battle it out with them.
Soon.
Soon.
Soon.
Can't stop this rush, this addiction. So afraid to lose myself fully in this passion.
When I'm on the road, I feel like I'm flying. But when an angel flies too close to the ground, it crashes.
But still, I love this feeling.
More power, more speed!!
bounced at 8:29 AM.
The Racer
Maya
Leo
Dragon
100888
And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Maya
Leo
Dragon
100888
And I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.This is a card of courage and energy.
It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it.
Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot.
With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
Wishlist
PSP Jewel Door Mod + Skin
Learn to contact juggle professionally
Play DDR well (so that I can lose weight)
Determination in all that I do
Never be hurt again
Be the best at whatever I do
Be happy with what I have
Bluetooth headphones
A good laptop bag (preferbly Crumpler =X)
Likes
Racing
DotA
Arcade games
Hanging out
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Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed
Project Racing Devil
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: None
Description: Constantly improve myself
Status: Ongoing. I will improve myself...I will not fail you guys
Project SSS
Start: 16th March 2008
End: Tentative mid 2009
Description: Being the first, one and only is really tempting. And then there are my personal reasons..
Project Tuning Gay
Start: End 2008
End: ???
Description: Complete dress-up
Status: Got my card liao..time for dress-up
Project Racing Hearts 2
Start: 20th Feb 2008
End: 29th Feb 2008
Description: FT car, complete dress-up and *ahem*
Status: Completed
Project Racing Hearts 1
Start: 16th Feb 2008
End: 16th Feb 2008
Description: Change car appearance to look identical
Status: Completed
Project Setting
Start: 11 Feb 2008
End: 11 Feb 2008
Description: Change parts as needed
Status: Completed
Project Stock
Start: 10 Feb 2008
End: 10 Feb 2008
Description: Change all parts to stock
Status: Completed