Wednesday, November 28, 2007



Wow..almost 2 weeks never blog liao..

Really missed blogging..and missed everyone in the Klique..wishing you guys ALL THE BEST for your exams ya?

Maybe one day I'll see you guys in NUS/NTU..haha XD

I've been really busy with work..had 2 company functions.

Regrets and I have been 'arguing' lately..and everytime I think of what he last said, I really feel very lost and confused.

And I keep remembering that night, when I got angry at him and...well, I had to bite something to make sure I didn't say the dreaded words out of anger. After that, I didn't know what to feel anymore..

Haix.

"When dreaming with a broken heart, waking up's the hardest part" -- I was late for work the next day.

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Started on Sanguo..really thanks to those who have helped me...Managed to get my first computer win by myself on 27th Nov..

Have stopped playing Wangan more or less, though I can feel I still have an afinity for it.

Played my first game of Silent Hill at the arcade on 27th Nov as well..really really scary. >.< I don't know how I really feel about this game right now.

Wong-di went to Thailand le..sad.

Klique, I miss you guys.


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Ah...

Defects defects defects..

11pm le..and I still at office helping TMY restart server..

More knowledge = more power XDD

Feeling quite tired..I guess my eyes must be bloodshot XD

Waiting to see Regrets again, waiting to play Wangan again, waiting for TC5, HOTD5, GS:Evo, Silent Hill

But most of all, I really miss hanging out with my friends, being as carefree. I just..feel like I've realised that when working in an office environment, how stressful it is compared to working in PD!

I miss the ppl at PD also..Mr. Bao being one of the most missed, as I haven't seen him much..

Ahh..

My heart feels itchy whenever I don't see Regrets for more than 3 days. Regrets..I miss you~


Sunday, November 11, 2007

Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?

"My god, my god, why have you forsaken me?"

I really made a hash of things this week at work.

That's all I can say.

My life is like a hashbrown now. Looks really great and neat on the outside, but that's just looks only. On the inside is chapalang de.

Regrets, I have never regretted meeting you, and I will do my best to help you no matter what. Just don't go.

Chain emails are a scary look at your inner thoughts, those that float in your subconscious mind. I am greatly disturbed by the last one I got. Why did the result turn out like that?

Klique - Missing you guys!! T.T Do take care and don't overwork yourselves!
Team Bull3t - Missing you guys..Should hang out one day, MT3 or just HOTD4 or just go crazy.


Take care all.


Monday, November 5, 2007

For The Future

By end of this year:

1. Give Regrets a toy that I win from BSL
2. Have at least 200 in my bank account at all times
3. Either -
a.Give up MT3 completely and focus solely on shooting games
b. Spend only 60 on MT3 every month and 70 on shooting games
4. Get a mammogram done
5. Decide if I wanna go Uni (when I can)
6. Get the PSP mods that I want (if I can/de)

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By end of next year:

1. Learn contact juggling professionally
2. Give up MT3 completely/competitively
3. Focus on shooting games (GhostSquad evo etc..)
4. Get into Uni of choice
5. STILL be with Regrets after June 22nd 2008
6. Have at least 400 in my bank account at all times
7. Still hold a part-time postition at Prima XDD
8. Maybe get a PSP slim if I haven't got my PSP mods yet
9. If I dun get into Uni, consider freelance contact-juggling (maybe at a bar or something) and busking as well. Obviously work at Prima to have income la!


-- More to be added when I think of it. I'll prolly put it in my wishlist pane

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