Friday, April 18, 2008

Really tired

I really feel damn tired. Now only ALK, USM and me are the ones in the shop the entire day - okay, USM not so, but really, it's like only the 3 of us running full shifts on weekdays. Weekends...entirely different story, but still, we are tired..

Okay, so maybe I really need an attitude change..but next week, I will be trying to go full shift every day liao..coz I need the money too...else really, no $$$ for my SSS..

Just that a lot of things..really make me feel like giving up SSS - if just so that I can keep on to my 'happiness', superficial as it is..

But then now, even a close friend has..said..

..something that makes me think about the stuff that I'm most afraid of on my road to SSS, something that I've tried to put aside when I first started thinking about this road.

I wish I could be like Kor and HZH - that I could simply put aside what people think, say or otherwise express about me, and continue on my journey.

I really wish I could go and spam on some sushi right now. I need sushi.


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

TSK

My CBox in my Wangan blog = dying. So I ported over my current, personal CBox.

I miss the Clique..I hope to be in Uni soon..hope can get in...best is if I can go SMU..then I can everyday meet my KKMLK and race! XD

Apart from that, I'm like, dead tired nowadays. Need more rest -.-


Friday, April 11, 2008

Mom's...

a bitch.

Since she's said, "Next time you wanna stay out the whole night, just let me know, then I don't need to worry" - I WILL. MISTAKE ME NOT. I WILL.

Fuck you, I hate you. You don't even take an interest in my personal life - you seem to hate all the guys I bring home with the exception of C.R., who is like, my good friend.

My god. Just go away. I hate you.


Thursday, April 10, 2008

Only You

If you're reading this, I'm missing euu =(

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Some rants about playing WMMT3:

Putting MAY@ as a card name makes people call me May, instead of Maya..or even better, GOO is calling me MAY-AT

Great. JUST great. XD

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I don't have the $$$ for my SSS

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I will be looping a lot. Catch me at DBG! I will unshade my car by next Saturday!

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If there's one thing about people like ALLOYCIOUS is that I hate them COPYING my settings. What, do you think this setting is for everyone to use? I'm different from you guys!



Apart from that, I need to plan a lot for next few months le -.-'''


Monday, April 7, 2008

Relief

OKay, so it was a stupid move to give the agency a call, but hey, I've learnt my lesson, and I'm also grateful to my DARLING RU~ for helping me get out of the sticky spot.

Seems like, I can't do much without her eh?

Updates! XD I'm so happy for FE! Finally eh? *huggles* Man, we gotta hang out together one day on a group date...

My wangan seems to be getting better - however I'm doing less battles and more loops. But I find that even my battles seem to be getting just slightly better.

Started a "diary" of sorts purely for my personal car - for the general updates/play, number of stars, ghost wins/races, outruns...etc..

Maybe i'm just crazy la.

friends:) Ren Lipz K.C. Team BuL7et Nanaca-Crash